有种心寒的感觉… Empower me not to make the same mistakes yet do Your will oh Lord!
Sometimes my strength is my weakness. Being genetically similiar, although with different dreams, having different destinities, different mindsets and at different phases of our lives, but we’re essentially very similar. Having gone through same problems at home, although what we’ve learnt and chose could be quite different, yet the impact is similarly deep - in respective areas of our lives. Only God can repair and comfort. Only He can assure that choosing to be a “sheep” I’m actually only vulnerable to Him and Him alone.
Funny how recently I poked fun at Shums saying that she’s always living in her happy bubble. Actually I realised I’ve been too. Well I think I kinda finally realised how bad the segregation was cos I never thought too highly of it. I guess anywhere in the society there’s always segregation when there’s labelling. Quite a pity though…
I know this is kinda lame but I was really inspired by the 9pm show today that I could even sacrificed some time off studying (ha ok nvm). You know how doctors have to make an oath to put the lives of patients first? But in reality how many people can actually do that, given unforeseen circumstances, even if it cost you your dream? I like the this saying, the brave may not live long, but the cowards never live at all. Courage of the heart is just as valuable as courage through our actions :)
Don’t know why but this just feels so surreal. Do you know that many things are going on, or are going to happen, in my life now? But because of circumstances I’ve got no choice but to block them out. This feeling sucks actually. Sometimes I wish I had this superability - multitasking.
It is Jesus that you seek when you dream of happiness; He is waiting for you when nothing else you find satisfies you; He is the beauty to which you are so attracted; it is He who provoked you with that thirst for fullness that will not let you settle for compromise; it is He who urges you to shed the masks of a false life; it is He who reads in your heart your most genuine choices, the choices that others try to stifle.
It is Jesus who stirs in you the desire to do something great with your lives, the will to follow an ideal, the refusal to allow yourselves to be ground down by mediocrity, the courage to commit yourselves humbly and patiently to improving yourselves and society, makng the world more human and more fraternal.
有时候真的很累。开心也累，兴奋更累。可能我真的老了。。。哈哈。这几天非常需要坚强，剩下的几个月也要更加的坚强！虽然是很辛苦，但弱懦的心会倒至死亡. Gotta be really fearless man. God has been good and He will continue to pour grace upon grace… :)
Finally got to know her! Phew, I’m glad :)